是為了跳脫一成不變得生活。
明天就要去旅行,我怎麼沒有那種興奮?
明天就要見到久違的好友,我怎麼這麼樣的平靜?
一個人獨立久了,把孤單的生活養成習慣了!
一個人敲鐘敲久了,也習慣了許多鐘是怎麼敲也敲不響的。
也許鐘敲響了,可是聲音極其之大與刺耳,下次這個鐘索性就不敲了。
究竟什麼樣的刺激可以喚回往日生龍活虎的我?
我是年紀大了還是失望了?也許是生理期快來了也說不定。
我變了,不再一直按牌理出牌,不再是乖乖做功課的小孩。
我變了,懶到已經把一切交付於朋友~
我不再計畫詳情。我開始隨波漂流,也隨風飄逸~
生活也就自在多了,也就具有挑戰性多了,也就新鮮多了!
更精闢的說法是: 一切隨緣
也許妳需要找回可以長久滋潤妳精神的東西。當然一切隨緣也是對啦。
ReplyDeletemy mom was always regretting that she never really learned ballet, so i don't wanna have that kinda regret when I 'grow up' haha.
I sort of found my way back to that thing that i know i shouldn't have let go in the first place. it feels good to be back doing it. and enjoying it.
so i hope you find 'your thing' soon too!
I hope I can find my thing soon as well ^^
ReplyDeleteAnd thank you for reminding... I almost forget to looking for "the thing".
What is that.... Let me figure it out~